Miss you.

Miss you.

I will.

I'm gonna miss you.

=( & =)

=(

• Gabby is gonna leave me
• I'm gonna miss my mahal, baby, babe, bhie and my palito.
• Zits
• midterms
• Scoliosis
• Term papers
• I miss my friends
• Results of the exam
• Newbie prof
• Broken pc
• Business plan
• Long weekend
• Savings consistency
• Two broken cell phones
• jealous
• myself
• MYSELF
• MYSELF

=)

• God
• family
• blockmates
• Sbc packers
• San Beda
• Fior
• Laptop
• Derma
• Puppies (Garachi and Gracey)
• Karla
• Yellow Cab plus ice cream
• Cozy bed
• Jack tv (channel 48)
• mp3's
• Computer games
• My nails

I’m so full of myself. You can see that the stuff that makes me happy are so stupid and useless but, I have to stick with those stuff just to get on w/ my boring life. I need to be strong and thankful that God, my family and friends are making me happy. I’m really stressed though, school works and major subjects that are piled up almost everyday is making me dizzy.

My Gabby is busy too and only has little time for me. I just wish that before he leaves, we can spend at least a day together (Who am I kidding?). I’m missing him badly already, hope he knows that. I’ll try to keep myself busy and focus on other things. I don’t know..

I'm so sorry

I love you guys so much, I hope you guys know that.. From now on Im gonna be silent, ur not gonna here anything from me (as in wala na) & in time, maybe we cud fix this and laugh about the silly stuff wiv been tru. I promise.. Honestly, Im hurt sobra.. So i better just be quiet and shut my mouth rather than being hurt. Let time fix things.. Selfish ako, I know that. Pero alam niyo namang matagal na akong nasasaktan at nagtitiis. Sasabihin niyong naiintindihan niyo ako pero hindi pala, then your gonna say stuff that will make me feel so bad.. Pagod na akong intindihin ung mararamdaman ng iba at mararamdaman ninyo, its time naman na maging masaya ako. Please naman guys.. Lagi na lang ibang tao iniicp ko, khit kyo puro iicpin ng iba concern niyo. Ur not even aware that im hurting so bad.. I treat u guys lyk my sisters, hindi lng best friends. U know how much I treasure wat we have and kng pano ko inalagaan un. So sana naman khit ngyn lng isipin nyo naman ako..

Honest ako w/ how I feel alam nyo yun.. Ryt now sbrang sakit na.

Hinahayaan ko kayo pag iniignore niyo lahat, even pag nagtatampo na ako.. Pero dko na kaya.. I wish time cud fix this.

Silence..